February 2012
I can't stop thinking about you having a baby...
I can’t wait to buy her cute, pink elephants. Gosh. I’m going to get her one to match my Ellie.
And she’s going to get duck things too. Is it weird that I want her to call me Duck?
I love her so much already. The fact that she’s a girl makes her that much more beautiful to me.
artsymusicalgeek asked: Hey Marina, you shush. You're incredibly crazy amounts of gorgeous. Seriously. You're adorable and pretty and sexy all rolled into one. So, when you find a good guy, there's no doubt in my mind that he'll think all those wonderful things about you and more.
Things that made today okay:
7 am, standing at the whiteboard with Rolston redefining SohCahToa with rectangles and squares.
Jr. Board Meetings
10 minutes of Channing Tatum
The Boxer Revelation
Channing, our stunning Biology flowchart man that had “TO THE TESTES” written bigger than anything on the page.
Bruce, Japan Four, and Scott.
Just. So much Emily today. <3
"So, wanna hang out this weekend?"
No. I cannot hang out this weekend. I requested 2 weekends off in a row for you people to hang out with me, and guess what you didn’t do?
Hang out with me.
Seriously? We had 4 fucking days off, and you couldn’t text back or make a plan with me, so no, I’m not hanging out with you this weekend. I’m going to work. It’s my last 2 weeks and I’m going to savor that...
inthecornersofmymouth asked: Sorry, I didn't mean to post those messages on my blog. I was on my phone. I didn't realize I couldn't answer privately. :/
It's 6 am and I still haven't slept.
I’m going to be a zombie today. I’m going to take Adderall and drag through my day. I’m so miserable. I’m so tired. I just spent 8 hours staring at a TV screen without watching a thing.
This is stupid.
I would like very much so to stop hurting people. Especially when it’s not my fault. You decided to chase after me, and when I didn’t fall head over heels for you, you get your feelings hurt and I feel like shit.
I would like the stress to go away. I’d like to not feel like I’m on the verge of snapping every 30 seconds. I feel strained. I seriously think one of these days...
Stomach: fat
Legs: fat
Arms: fat
Face: fat
Reflection: fat
Me: fat
inthecornersofmymouth asked: I found a couple drunk waffle house pictures on my camera, where he is smiling. (:
immensushomoscientiam asked: Hey, I thought I felt a discrepency in your mood at the beginning and the end of the day: is everything okay?
inthecornersofmymouth asked: Aw, Thank you. You are quite lovely yourself.
I don’t think I have one picture where James is smiling. Its weird. He will be laughing his ass off before and after but not during.
I don’t think I have one picture where James is smiling. Its weird. He will be laughing his ass off before and after but not during.
I can't not except when the people I care about...