I would like very much so to stop hurting people. Especially when it’s not my fault. You decided to chase after me, and when I didn’t fall head over heels for you, you get your feelings hurt and I feel like shit.

I would like the stress to go away. I’d like to not feel like I’m on the verge of snapping every 30 seconds. I feel strained. I seriously think one of these days I’m going to become super depressed and do something rash.

I would like very much to stop thinking about our relationship and seeing all the signs now that I didn’t see then. How I held on to something that didn’t exist and how you let me.

I would like very, very much, to just stop existing. Because all of this is entirely too much anymore.